“But you…you’ve seen me at my best and my worst and you’ve supported me all through it. And you challenge me to think differently and try new things and…I don’t know, after that whole Laurie thing I just…I just realised how much I value us and I was just thinking…I was thinking about my orientation or- I just wanted to say that if I were to let my ridiculously high walls down for anyone it would be for you.”