allerasphinx:

do y’all know how much i invested in sleepy hollow?

i watched this pilot before it aired and sang its praises because i knew it was special.

i had so much hope and invested so much time and energy.

i spent so much time educating people about how important abbie mills was…how important and affirming it was seeing a black woman be loved *this* much.

there are still no black female leads like abbie mills on tv period (not just genre tv).

none.

i’m literally so exhausted i’m in tears.

i feel stupid and hopeless.